Yes I did do all those things I posted in the previous entry again. But this time, it wasn't a rehearsal to anything. It was for real and I wasn't on the VIP seat. I had to actually deliver and make this dignitary happy to save the economies of the countries in the ASEAN region. Ok, a bit over exaggerating. The thing is, when the time actually came for me to do my job, I had butterflies in my stomach. I couldn't eat. I was a nervous wreck. Mostly getting anxious and excited (anxioutated from Ceia). Probably because I've been out of the loop and I haven't done this, at this level, yet.

It was over, just like that. My sole responsibility did not stay for long and left before I could even say Angelina Jolie. I got a surprising and quite generous thank you. I don't know if I deserved it but hey, we have to be thankful for all our blessings. I was and still am extremely thankful ;) Apart from that thank you, I lived in a five star hotel for almost a week, consumed crazy amounts of good coffee and food and developed new friendships while I was at it. I've recovered from the drop dead tiredness of it all. I should have after that weekend hibernation of 7pm Saturday night to 10am Sunday morning. I still don't know what to do with my thank you.. save it, I guess.

I'd like to have more opportunities like this, which I think strengthened my resolve to push on and if possible, pursue my current (non existent?) career. It was fun while it all lasted. I missed running around and being extremely busy. I've been such a slacker the past couple of months. Now I know I still haven't quite lost my mojo when it comes to work. I still got that bully everyone-I don't care who you are-stratagem that I thought weakened from lack of practice.

Reality bites though. Hotel living, hagad traveling days are over. Must pursue what needs to be pursued. Delaying tactics are over. Huwwaaaaaa!!!!